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Take care of yourself! Yonggil paid my own way

I'm writing again and should have been already make NEN separate entry. All ~ my hair color is no longer blonde by the way, mentioned in passing. Will I hear my beautiful 2-story weeks? First I had black hair, so I can not be easy to care, I packed up Caramellbraun, simply get to the NEN Tick brighter - were then brown (was also very nice n brown what I like to have again wü rde!). I can tell by the way: I've always used 3 packs for any hair color, hair length for density + As I then decided to dye blonde, I had it and then brightening of Honey Blonde SYOSS. First I hated the color, then loved, then hated again. . because it's just not me, it is not the only true, I'd say. I could not see, not even after one week. You have to remember, it seemed as if one sees the approach already. Have then been found herr first, some advise against it to color from blond to brown because it can be green O.O first was what deterred me better informed and have friends haha. All said it was no problem. 'm So out of fear that it may be too bright, dark brown and slapped up oh god! ICH HAB'S HATED! I mean, really black either. . But no brown or dark brown - it was so cruel, it was sooo dark, it was simply not even black. I was so unhappy with it, especially we must remember, it was a 10-minute color I min for applying approximately 45 minutes. had on it. So actually got up again slapped the first Caramellbraun, now they are Mittel-/Dunkelbraun. So have NEN dark cast, but are light brown and are repays it that way. So I think it's okay. I mean really is too dark, but I leave it that way because I'm within 2 weeks just so enormous strain on to the end but again, the color, the color I had after the first time! (You remember, the good brown, which I have mentioned in the first few sentences?). I will probably start the year or so, which again was bright color, but do not panic, they will say only a slight amount of brown shade lighter, we, medium brown. But for now I'll do anything that comes to hair color. That's it.

Before we get to the essence, why I wrote this entry at all, of course, always comes with a little fangirl in! Can not miss, right? I've lately meien overdose of U-Kiss and SHINee, SHINee simply because I was Mira's stories because of the emotions as SHINee haha and because I simply Jill non-stop Drue About talking about. Then U-Kiss, because I LOVE their comeback just abysmal! I fell so in love with this music video, in its choreography and its good muscles haha. I just love it. Sometime I get married Alexander and meien world is safe (as I have 25,259,239 korean to say other celebs, too). No matter, pure love! That's it.
ALEXAAANDEEER! \u0026lt;333

think now is guaranteed to all "What comes now?". Hm, well, we can say so, I would enjoy, to put my crappy thoughts and feelings metaphorically, so it does not even understand what it does in the end anyway, anyone who has close idea of my life. You know, lately the waiver is what I always accompanies single axle and pressure and stress what 's on the back. I'm getting pretty down because I probably will miss at people (I speak in the plural intended) to which I never wanted to do without. Some is only temporary, who knows how long, but still limited, I suppose. Others are sending you forever and I breaks my heart.

I have so far taken the path that goes straight on, but now wants to turn me. I want to pursue a new path that brings more experience and more independence. Are on this new path different walls and situated tasks, but I must address. For I can not ever go straight on, I need change and the diversion is just good, because who knows when the next one will come. To go this way but I have to leave some on my front path, because for completing the tasks, so alone for the path to the tasks it will be my only one load, I have to give up. Although of course I could take it, but it would be all the 3 x harder and it is so difficult. What now? I must make a decision. As usual, just go out, everything maintained and always regret what might have happened if I had finished the other way. For though this is again branches to the old way, no one knows. Or type in the waiver of the opportunity and run through it. I chose the latter. I do not know if I regret it later will, but I know I would do it if I would take it. For to let it lie inside the middle would be wrong. Because then I have in my new chosen path which are what belongs there does not - because this experience is to be independent and new. I knew in advance that at some point I must make that decision, but right now it's just that the backpack, which now stands as a symbol for many things (which must be guessed depending on the situation) was more difficult, without which I realize that because what is packed inside. I do feel, however, and I can not bear the burden forever. At the beginning the turn is, but a new backpack. There are already the objects inside, which I need for my way & also can it be that objects are already inside, who were in my old ones too. Either I take the new, with the most important and new experience. . or I go straight on, with my old and with the Räue and the question of "what if. . ". Right now I have decided to take the new backpack and go my way. Whether in the end I need something from the old bag is possible, but I have to take the risk. For what end this path in my backpack is packed, is probably more valuable to some. Even though I now find difficult during this time and towards the end, I realize that it was right.

Hate me calmly that I write any confusion. Somewhere I write this anyway just for me, because it is my favorite way to publish my thoughts somewhere, without specific will. Ye have made it this far, I am proud. Whether you understand it all is probably the other question.

At least I just have to say "Take care of yourself."